Favorite position, favorite firsts.
I grew up in a time and place where boys were only allowed to be boys and girls were only allowed to be girls. It was just how it was back then. I was curious, I had urges to explore my sexuality, my lusts. It was beyond taboo then, beyond forbidden. I was into sports, very fit and masculine, very dominate. Yet, something inside craved to maybe play another role.
All my firsts were with boys and men with dark cocks. I tell you this because it might explain my attraction to them. Some of them, my firsts, were not planned, were not even searched for, some were.
The very first time that I stumbled upon an adult magazine and saw a nude man for the first time. Middle Eastern, dark, hairy and beautiful. I felt my eyes so very drawn to his dark, flaccid cock. I didn't know why I loved looking at it, only that I did. I was so young.
The first time that I put my lips on a cock. Only 11 or 12. One of the biggest thrill of my young life was with a Middle Eastern boy. Was that a coincidence or had I subconciously searched him out? He acted like he was asleep, but I'm sure that he wasn't. I wish that I had been braver. I wish that I had been more open about my desire to make him cum in my mouth. Again, it just wasn't done. The way it felt! My lips eagerly caressed him and memorized every inch and detail.
The first man to make my cum; a big, beautiful black man. I had no idea that it would happen. However, feeling his hand on my leg seemed to make me melt. Over and over, he brought me to the edge of orgasm, only to stop. To stop and watch me throb and ache for release. He knew what he was doing, he knew that such pleasure would be impossible to resist for a horny teen. At 17 or 18, I was even more guarded about my lusts. It would be two more encounters before I got the nerve to touch him back. Gosh, I got so hard feeling what is one of the biggest cock I have ever seen. It felt so heavy and impossibly goregous. I remember the first time that I stretched my lips around his huge, cock's head. I had never been more turned on!
Going to see another Middle Eastern man for a massage. We both knew why I was there. He stripped down also and with me face down on the table, I quickly felt his bare, hanging cock press against the sole of my foot. It was just the most erotic sensation. By the time he got to my shoulders, I was so ready. I looked up, his dark, flaccid dick right in front of me. No hesitation, no second thoughts, I took it straight into my mouth and instantly felt him grow and harden. What a thrill it was! I reached out and caressed his ass, pulling him closer, pushing his cock deeper. I'd visit him many times, he was the first guy that I would fuck. Bent over a chair, his tight hole gripped my cock like a vise. Slow at first, I moved in and out of him. Building, slowly quickening, soon slapping sounds filled the room as I pounded into him. Deep, powerful thrusts, making his legs shake until I exploded, deep inside him.
Sucking cock became my biggest turn on. The joys and pleasure of it, almost like having mini orgasms over and over just from feeling it fill my mouth. Making my precum flow at the first amazing taste. Another black guy, this time younger. Fit and sexy, seeing his big cock spring out, only inches from my face, as I freed it. The first guy to cum in my mouth, and I loved it. I felt desperate for it. Sucking him, making love to his cock. Caressing and squeezing his balls, I quickly sent him over the edge and he rewarded me with his massive load. So much cum, spilling out the corners lf my mouth, gulping it down.
My first kiss, another black man. I had never thought I'd want to, but feeling his big tongue part my lips and fill my mouth, I quickly gave into it and him. He was tall and muscular. It was different and wonderful to feel almost submissive to him. I came three times that afternoon with him.
Maybe it's that submissive feeling that makes being under a man my favorite position. When I was young, one of the first gay videos I saw was an arab man laying on his back and another, hairy arab man above him, straddling him. The camera followed the action as he passionately licked and sucked on the other's hairy balls, then moving to his sexy, furry ass. His tongue disappearing into his ass crack, eagerly searching for his delicate, sensitive hole. The scene made me ache with lust, so wanting to be that man on his back. Submissively pleasuring the other, I already could feel that he was getting just as much pleasure out of it as the other. I became drawn to scenes like that. Like the ones with pornstar Sarah Young. Cumshot after cumshot in her mouth and on her beautiful face as she layed back and the men hovered over her. Often sucking them afterwards, I knew that I wanted that, also. Licking and stroking gorgeous, cum spurting cocks, I so wanted that, too.
I felt on the edge of my own orgasm that first time. So driven, so horny and cock crazed, I had the courage to ask him for it. I layed back and watched as his massive black cock swayed and swung with his movements. I sighed out at the sight, already breathing heavy in anticipation. Such a wonderful man, letting a younger man live out a fantasy. His musky scent filled my senses, his taste made my precum flow. I sucked on his balls first, big and dark and delicious. I could feel his cock brushing against my forehead. It was everything that I had dreamed. I held his plentiful ass with my hands and guided his movements as I pleasured every inch of him. Scooting down, pushing him forward, I licked his ass crack. There is just something so amazing about being so submissive. He stroked himself as my tongue found his asshole and lapped at the wonderful feeling folds. He leaned back and I moved up as he neared orgasm. The anticipation, the thrill of knowing what was about to take place. Deep, manly grunts as I stroked his thighs, waiting for my fantasy. I twisted in ecstasy as the first watery shots flung out and landed on my face and in my open mouth. My own cock throbbed, so c.lse to my own orgasm. Thick, wonderful globs from his fat tip rained down on me. The most amazing sight and feeling! I moaned, taking his amazing cock's head back in my mouth. I stroked myself off to the best orgasm of my young life as I sucked on his fat, amazing head.
All my firsts were with boys and men with dark cocks. I tell you this because it might explain my attraction to them. Some of them, my firsts, were not planned, were not even searched for, some were.
The very first time that I stumbled upon an adult magazine and saw a nude man for the first time. Middle Eastern, dark, hairy and beautiful. I felt my eyes so very drawn to his dark, flaccid cock. I didn't know why I loved looking at it, only that I did. I was so young.
The first time that I put my lips on a cock. Only 11 or 12. One of the biggest thrill of my young life was with a Middle Eastern boy. Was that a coincidence or had I subconciously searched him out? He acted like he was asleep, but I'm sure that he wasn't. I wish that I had been braver. I wish that I had been more open about my desire to make him cum in my mouth. Again, it just wasn't done. The way it felt! My lips eagerly caressed him and memorized every inch and detail.
The first man to make my cum; a big, beautiful black man. I had no idea that it would happen. However, feeling his hand on my leg seemed to make me melt. Over and over, he brought me to the edge of orgasm, only to stop. To stop and watch me throb and ache for release. He knew what he was doing, he knew that such pleasure would be impossible to resist for a horny teen. At 17 or 18, I was even more guarded about my lusts. It would be two more encounters before I got the nerve to touch him back. Gosh, I got so hard feeling what is one of the biggest cock I have ever seen. It felt so heavy and impossibly goregous. I remember the first time that I stretched my lips around his huge, cock's head. I had never been more turned on!
Going to see another Middle Eastern man for a massage. We both knew why I was there. He stripped down also and with me face down on the table, I quickly felt his bare, hanging cock press against the sole of my foot. It was just the most erotic sensation. By the time he got to my shoulders, I was so ready. I looked up, his dark, flaccid dick right in front of me. No hesitation, no second thoughts, I took it straight into my mouth and instantly felt him grow and harden. What a thrill it was! I reached out and caressed his ass, pulling him closer, pushing his cock deeper. I'd visit him many times, he was the first guy that I would fuck. Bent over a chair, his tight hole gripped my cock like a vise. Slow at first, I moved in and out of him. Building, slowly quickening, soon slapping sounds filled the room as I pounded into him. Deep, powerful thrusts, making his legs shake until I exploded, deep inside him.
Sucking cock became my biggest turn on. The joys and pleasure of it, almost like having mini orgasms over and over just from feeling it fill my mouth. Making my precum flow at the first amazing taste. Another black guy, this time younger. Fit and sexy, seeing his big cock spring out, only inches from my face, as I freed it. The first guy to cum in my mouth, and I loved it. I felt desperate for it. Sucking him, making love to his cock. Caressing and squeezing his balls, I quickly sent him over the edge and he rewarded me with his massive load. So much cum, spilling out the corners lf my mouth, gulping it down.
My first kiss, another black man. I had never thought I'd want to, but feeling his big tongue part my lips and fill my mouth, I quickly gave into it and him. He was tall and muscular. It was different and wonderful to feel almost submissive to him. I came three times that afternoon with him.
Maybe it's that submissive feeling that makes being under a man my favorite position. When I was young, one of the first gay videos I saw was an arab man laying on his back and another, hairy arab man above him, straddling him. The camera followed the action as he passionately licked and sucked on the other's hairy balls, then moving to his sexy, furry ass. His tongue disappearing into his ass crack, eagerly searching for his delicate, sensitive hole. The scene made me ache with lust, so wanting to be that man on his back. Submissively pleasuring the other, I already could feel that he was getting just as much pleasure out of it as the other. I became drawn to scenes like that. Like the ones with pornstar Sarah Young. Cumshot after cumshot in her mouth and on her beautiful face as she layed back and the men hovered over her. Often sucking them afterwards, I knew that I wanted that, also. Licking and stroking gorgeous, cum spurting cocks, I so wanted that, too.
I felt on the edge of my own orgasm that first time. So driven, so horny and cock crazed, I had the courage to ask him for it. I layed back and watched as his massive black cock swayed and swung with his movements. I sighed out at the sight, already breathing heavy in anticipation. Such a wonderful man, letting a younger man live out a fantasy. His musky scent filled my senses, his taste made my precum flow. I sucked on his balls first, big and dark and delicious. I could feel his cock brushing against my forehead. It was everything that I had dreamed. I held his plentiful ass with my hands and guided his movements as I pleasured every inch of him. Scooting down, pushing him forward, I licked his ass crack. There is just something so amazing about being so submissive. He stroked himself as my tongue found his asshole and lapped at the wonderful feeling folds. He leaned back and I moved up as he neared orgasm. The anticipation, the thrill of knowing what was about to take place. Deep, manly grunts as I stroked his thighs, waiting for my fantasy. I twisted in ecstasy as the first watery shots flung out and landed on my face and in my open mouth. My own cock throbbed, so c.lse to my own orgasm. Thick, wonderful globs from his fat tip rained down on me. The most amazing sight and feeling! I moaned, taking his amazing cock's head back in my mouth. I stroked myself off to the best orgasm of my young life as I sucked on his fat, amazing head.
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